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 not often i do two blog posts in such quick succession, but i feel like it's relevant to metion that my success rate is now finite

 760170770 = 35 ?  maybe 34 if unlucky i think this is it

 alright winter break is over and i'm back at school tst day 3 is in like < 2 days ive been cooped up in my dorm for the past week  my parents hate me everyone hates me :) its like no matter what i do, no matter how happpy i am with the choices i make, whatever i do always ends up disappointing someone  life could be so perfect but every single day a different person has to come and fuck it up  like cmon man if u my life sucks can there at least be someone who isnt myself that i can blame my fucking misfortunes on? or am i really just that alone in this dark, lonely path i'm walking on? why am i always the fucking problem why do i fucking suck so much -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so i have an important (at least my brain is conditioning me to think that it is important) exam in < 48 hours and yet i can't find the willpower or fortitude to use my brain. it's like ...